30 Decem ..

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With 2010年说再见 T^T

我想念 3D class =[

很多朋友笑，一起玩...

我怀念我们的memories...

I wish 2010 wunt go =[ XD

don't leave me :(

 2011 Coming ....

不知道会发生什么事情..

有快乐和悲伤...

我不能睡觉...因为我已经习惯听到你的声音当我睡觉...=[

 我非常想念你..我能见到你明天..^^

这几天我很么快生气..我不知道为什么...

我想让人生气..但最后我这几生气 ..

i miss the day out going with my friends..~

Because...i love to play with them ...and laughing together...

joking and enjoying somthings~ 

我很害怕..i scared dunnoe hw to mian dui my live next year..

i in Mutiara ..class..that class so many clever students..

i scared i cannot catch up..i learn so slow =[

arghhhh....

 要祝你们在2011年永远健康快乐...

11.37pm now>< 

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28Decem

明天，需要去学校..

 
对于那些gotong- royong和kelas susunan kelas：）

我的眼睛很肿。。= [
 

因为我的眼泪部队的滴下来。。
 

因为心太重，并nobdy理解我的感受= [
 

现在我回到正常人一样..
  

2011年的到来= [
 

到2010年lur说byebye...
 

 

 
我喜欢^^2010

 

err..

终于解决了。。

没有必要担心了。。

我的决定是公平的。。

在这几个星期我不会选择任何人。。

我知道我自私。。

每晚担心明天发生什么事情。。

现在我感到很高兴,因为i can be with that man who i love ..

和Jona,he b back himself dy ..and he always my little jona ..:)

and i like the old him..=]

现在我才发现    LOVE & LIKE  是什么意思..: )

because of this problem ...i had be confuse...=] 

我希望, Benzhu will appreaciate what he have now ..

and he wunt make himself regret...=] 

and jona hav a new gf to love and care her more then i : )

is this call happy ending ? ..

hmm~ i dun knw :) 

Nobdy understand my feelings...

YOU ? 

I LOVE YOU!

26 December ^^

Today going out with Johnny ...

he companying me buying bag :)

and then buy my skul shoe ~

then we go eat our breakfast at his shop nearby :))

Then we just hang arround : )

after 2.30pm mum fetch me back hum...

johnny also follow : )

^^ 

we at hum like sopo and solao laugh laugh XD haha

Christmas Day in Catherina house^^

Me and bakchii went to Cat house at 7.pm more^^

Johnny , Jonathan and Catherina at upstair waiting for us :P

so fun at ther..

playing around ...

then jennifer had come^^

hehe~they eat and we watch tv ...

then we hang around in cat room and we singging using GUITAR! :)

= (

寂寞的圣诞节...

 little =[

T . T

我们的头发很重要的是改变我们的脸..

 Other people de hair so hou ..

mine so bao = [

not fair .... 

hmmm@@   

我需要三个愿望 ..做我的圣诞礼物..

Merry Christmas Everyone! ^^ <3 

1.第一是希望我的家人永远幸福永远在一起..~ 

2.第二个我想我的朋友永远快乐..and dream come true ^^
  
  

3.第三我希望你可以给我一个机会,我们重新开始建立我们自己的爱情
 (But i know this is imposible)

祝你们一切顺利 ^^

祝你永远快乐和你的家人和朋友...~~

永远幸福~~

 

  

24 December

我们今天早上早起床...with my laopo bakchi..

we want to prepare go to buy books at bookshop :)

then after we eaten our breakfast we start to go out..

i didn't eat the breakfast ..because that time full :)

 we walk through many shops..

after buying our books..

anwe went to shopping and help amei's mum finding cloths and trying ..

we walk le more then 3 hours...

we felt so hungry..all said that..AH~ WE SO HUNGRY XD

accuatlly we need to go practice our dance ..

but suddenly we think le many times...

felt that this fees so expensive to pay...

so we cancel edy...and then we go tapau our food :)

and then back hum~

back le hum...we sleeeeeeeepppppppp....ZZzz

then eat le dinner jiu go measure our baju kurung cloths...at amei's mum friends house :)

then im on my way back hum!! ^^ 

伤害 T^T

突然听到.你跟Stella谈话..

你告诉她你爱Cindy Young..=[

那个时候，我感到非常悲伤，我觉得想哭..

你知道我的眼泪不能滴了。。

想哭也就是不能了。。想找到一个地方躲起来大声的哭泣。。

我真的不懂。。。=[

ahhh~~ 

我不会打扰你的生活我不在会找到你了。。

对不辞..

对不辞..

对不辞..

对不辞 ..

  

爱情伤人。。。

有一天..有一个女孩的名字叫妮妮..

她的家人..从来没有照顾她..

这个女孩总是觉得很孤独..

因为没有人照顾她..

她喜欢自己锁在卧室里...

 她没有朋友...

因为她的朋友说，她很丑..

有一天，当她走到她的学校..

他看见一个男人..

他的书是在地上..

她帮他捡起所有的书..

那人告诉她:谢谢你..可爱的女孩^^

那个女孩感到很高兴 =)

那男孩和她说话，一起走进学校里.. 

几个小时后..

他们一起走这回家..

妮妮保持沉默..

她不喜欢说话...

那个男孩keep asking her..

why she like to keep silent..

the girl told her bout her life ..

AFter a few hours ...the girl had arrive her house...

then the boy gave her his number ..~

they always talk phone..~

and went to school together..

they girl so happy because got someone that care her much..

she felt that the boy was her world..

几个月后..

他们爱上对方...

于是他们开始交往..

他们那么甜蜜 and always talk phone and always 

walk together when they hav class..

7个月后 ..

那个男孩不爱她了..

and 说要分手..

那个女孩感到很伤心，每天不停的哭...

和总是伤害自己...   

she keep think too much and ..

until 3months..

she go 跳楼 ..

after 1year..

the boy just back from singapore..

he saw the newspaper about herxgirlfriend..

he felt so sad and so 失望...

噢，我的天哪~~

今日等待 bakchii 来我家~

 然后我们一起拿成绩。。

 我们不断重复:so scared owh!!XD=[

 等我妈妈会家在我们。。

 过了几分钟..

 然后我妈妈回来了..

 and then fetch us go school :) 

抵达学校后 。。

 我们从车上走出来..

 The first step we stept on the school.. 

so scary..

所有学生脸上的表情 ..look like so happyXD

after we walk in the school...

all busying taking their result..:P

when i take my result! wah ..im keep shaking!!

so scared!!

最后我的成绩还不错。。

XD

hehe~ feel so happy :P

 all PASS~~ ^^ 

Amen..thankss god<3

 

  

 

0h my god ~=[

TODAY is the day go to school look for our result!@@

Kinda scary .. LAST NIGHT , can't sleep owh .. keep thinking bout TODAY..!!

and last night you told me you mayb wun't use lappy that time~

I felt so sad = ( because you think too much again..

and you keep said you was SAD..=[[

Then at the MORNING just asleep = . = "

Now just wake up:) 

11.08am..

Waiting my Bakchii cum :P

Today wakeup..eu no sms me ..: (

Its ok lea. 

Let me think dat eu are out of creadit ...hmmm..=[

2PM gonna go take my result!! see eu guys later :)

今天特别特别想念你,, = C

Everyday BEFORE sleep I want to hear your voice..

Sometimes , without Your Voice I feel so scared to sleep ..

I don't know why ...Because I really wish that your BESIDE me now =C

When you didn't reply my MESSAGE..

I felt so scared and I want to go your home to look for YOU..

Oh my ..

I don't know how to walk through my life..

If one day.i live..without your

VOICE

SMILE

LAUGH

FACE

KISS

HUG

PLAY

SMELL

LOVE

Hmmm..~ 

I still have a lot of things need to tell you ...more then that =[ 

I thought you say is true =(

you said you never leave me alone ..

You tell me that you never hurt me ..

You said that you never  do this for me ..

I really don't understand what you want =[

More then FREEDOM ? 

hmm~ 

去婆婆家。。

到了婆婆家。。

坐在沙发上等待其他表兄弟,和叔叔阿姨来到。。

等待他们+看电视。。

几分钟后,

他们到达了。。。:)

SKIP~

然后我们开始吃晚餐。。

 

这是我的饭和other food :P

so many isit ? 

so full after i ate all this =P

当我们完成所有的晚餐~

叔叔和阿姨开始play those cards = =

用钱 @@

我的表弟表妹也跟一起玩..

 skip~~~

然后我，我的妈妈和哥哥早回家。。

妈妈去工作..

然后我一个人在家...

哥哥要去他女朋友的家..

爸爸还在我婆婆家。。

我写到这里~~ 

  

我很抱歉...

其实..我想请问你的哥哥..copy that game to me ..

他问我要删除你的东西马..？因为没有足够的地方放...

我说等一下，我去问问也许重要..但我上楼去，然后问了..

我下去了and then他删除.. =[

我害怕你会生气..

我以为么你真的生气了我 ...

你把你的东西丢...keep throw...so loud @@

I m not really mean it : )

然后她告诉我她不是生气我 ..

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