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Last night , I saw something . But I just don't realised that I saw you and her chat at chatbox , 

After a few seconds , My heart felt so weird and I felt that The mood was coming again : ( 

Felt want to die don't want to be a human , But I rmb god , had told me , 

Can't make my life became like this , Can't give up,  So I was trying to be good , But 

At last I had scold you  : ( Scold you in phone , But in my heart its feel so weird felt 

That I am too sensitive , I am too bad I am so useless . . Hmm 

Dosen't know what to do : ( Then we quarrel again , 

I decided put down my phone and shut down it , I don't want to hurt you again :( 

Than now you had told me everything :( I just realise that I was wrong :(

I scold wrong person :( And you told me , If you donwan me just tell u dun scold u and then pushed u off :( 

Its more hurt . I no mean like this , =[