Is that I am not good enough ? : (

I m trying my best to Care , Love and hold you , But how many times you rejected and tell me that you not in mood at all , and then I chat with Stella she tell me that you are gaming at ther , Or you wan to make your bad mood in to good mood in your game ? Is that I not care you enough ? I need someone to care me too : ( But Did I have ? No , I dosen't Have , Dear , I miss you :( Just now exam so damn hard :( after that the paper i felt want to cry , Because section A really damn hard , But I thought a word from you, That just answer Which I know , :( And my friend , My lovely sister , Leong , Jst now she cool to me , My heart all over broken : ( She asked is that I hate her , I said I no hate her , Just because a small problem change into a big problem , DEAL. okay then , Just smile smile smile no mattter how hurt and how sad :)) smile! No body to care me its ok , God i know u still care me <3 Love you.everything will be fine then !,