30 March ..

Not longer , We gonna say byebye to March ..And say Hello to April : ) Tehee,, 

Use New phone X10 , Im worried about the video call >< I want video call ..:(

No regret that i bought this phone , but i dosen't like the message typer ..Hard to type,

And keep type wrong words..0.o Yesterday got "0Rang Putih' go our school ..

Woww..so awesome!oh my gosh! I like their eyes!! not only that ..I love their lauguanges..><

Spoke so well and nice!!Damn :PP OMG.. i wish i could talk like them and have the same eyes with them!!

They are ex-changed students..I don't know whats that mean..But i LIKE them!!

Everyone said that was JUSTIN BIEBER ><

haha..Me also the same ...>< The boy hair really look like JUSTIN BIEBER..hmm..

Today Miss you very much ,dear. Acuatlly today dear come my house ..but our kokum had cancel..

Then dear no come...I can't wait to back home ..then at last no come 'dao'

haha..Then wait car..wait my mum so SLOW...and the weather super duper hot duet. .><

Ameaaa...@@ Hot sei me lea...But keep wait..BE patient >< Sunday gona go dance..Woww...sccary...

Hmm..2mr got ujian lisan>< Bm.('malay) I memorise a bit onlyl..not really 100percen..>< hahax..

K la..gotogo do my homework..dada <3

=]

At last save my money enough and my X10..

TOUCH SCREEN, nice too ..Practice + ing how to message and other.

Kinda hard and kinda not 'XIGUAN' haha.,

And so BIG ..and so HEAVY XD

then need save money again , to buy clothssssssS<3

mine BLACK and amei one is WHITE ,.

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Last night , go PERDANA CLUB , with amei,yong,tieng,and Ivory : )

We decide to eat ther, but full of people and booked.=.='

Thean ask YITYING cum and fetch us go KUBOTA , 

At ther mamam ..The food so damn slow='=

Always wait one hour ther ,= =

BACATTT,...

so angry then we all keep ask the 'KAKAK' faster!!

Then the food arrive= = 

Then eat ler , We go 100 Yean ..Hang gaigai..~

Then jiu back hum ..

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Today go dear house ^^

Play and laugh with him =] And talk and play lappy ~~

Dear miss euu!! <3

Never lost euuuuuu~

Just can fill eu inside my HEART !! :<3

22 march .

Today nothing special , Just so happy my dad suddenly gave money to me : )

Felt happy although dad was keep quiet at the back and look like mad but at last he , gave it to me too :)

Dad eu are good but eu treat mum not good .. i dunlike it : (

Please , treat her more better ? can ? 

God , pray that eu will forgive my sins .. That i did wrong thingss =[

God and pray that i can play the piano song , for the youth got talent i think. hmm..

I kinda scared , my brain kinda slow catch things =C

Dear , I miss you so much today^^

Mum start work tonight emm, will late a bit back hum ~

Pray that i can buy the phone and pray that got video call ><

Pray tomorrow got a lucky DAY .:)

How ? =l

Today back home at 6.45pm :) from leong's house.

Back and then go look at the kitchen see whut my mom had cooked.

Hmm , Felt No that taste to eat. So don't have eat. 

But I had eat at leong's house. Just now . So nervous .

Just kept thinking bout the handphone and the cloths , how to get RM40 to pay for the cloths.

Hmm and another thing is about the phone , dad so silent just kept quiet at ther.

Just dun care bout that , just Thought nothing happening ><

Its damn bored too now , Don't know what to do ,

Don't know What mood should i have now .

Isit sad or happy : ) ? : ( hmm..

Money please come to my side >< 

How ? Borrow from whoo ? Borrow from those " thai nge lung ' ? ><

LOL !! What do i do ? 

Arggh...whooaaaaa...Headache !!

Damn . Dad face so red look like drunk@@ He said he no drunk >< I don't believe dat.. hmm..

Who can save my lifeeeeeeee ? ?

Life Saver :D

Bo mood at all >< grrrr...

I wish everything will be alright .

Thinking bout money $$ dreaming bout money . Wishing money drop from the sky .

Missing old friends . Missing our memories .Missing the day we meet .

Missing my buddy . Missing the day we out together .

Thinking bout eu wish eu will here for me .Wishing eu are mine forever

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Missing them who cares me . missing the old them who always stay beside me at hum.

Wishing everything back to normal. thinking bout eu guys .

waiting  the day come  . waiting ............

Everything so complicated just like a song ..

Life Change to Black and White .

Everybody busying STUDY , WORKING , change to busy lifes..

Without enjoying , without colourful..

Everyone change so selfish , change so evil .

This world change so complicated.

What should Do . take it as a reality.

Honestly I hate my life! 

:C

Fun Day with my 0ld friends^^

Today early morning Crah call me wake up ask me go Grace Plaza ..

Then i sleep back XD Then i wake up again...I think i need to go!!

Cuz  i miss my old friends!! wheee..

Then go patpat and dress up jiu go Grace le..

Wahhhh saw dao my old friends was together standing at outside..

They all grown up le..just like me!! :D

Miss them much!!

We go KFC....eat together and having fun together ..keep take picture..:D

Then we go to MTV they sing k ! XD yee voice so..nice laaXDDD

EEhuummmmm....'

THen we go gaigai at quang ming ...then we go near pasar their mamam..

Hothot arhh ther @@

Then go high way owh!!

we naik the kapal so fun1! but so scary !!!

Scared sei me le...

THen we go other side high way take picture and laughing talking @@

Then jiu back le Crah and Cdah d shop....then jiu go hum!!:D

Stress !! =.=

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?

 Why they need to mix it up .. looks like their problem ? 

I DON'T  UNDERSTAND IT.

PLEASE. Go away . We don't need eu guys to help us .

We can solve by our self. Its not our fault its my dad fault.

He don't understand what we want .

He good at all i knew that . But he treat my mum and bro just like a shit .

WHy ? ? 

Our life is build by eu ? Ur wrong ! Idiot! 

You guys said bad things about me ? puikk..Don't so proud that eu guys are RICH.

Got people rich than eu guys .Don't so PROUD EU IDIOT DOG..

I hate eu! You guys look people down ..

You thought ur rich and eu can said us like tat ?

One day i rich than u , u should be my dog ;.Listen it! 

WTF with eu . ***FAMILY ? SHIT FAMILY,, hate eu!! ><

 Don't cum and take our problem look like so easy to solve it.

Go out from my life.. Ur such a bitch ! 

If eu guys wan to alive .

Go A=W=A=Y .. 

Need i spell to eu ? G=O A=W=A=Y !! fucker!!

:C

 

 

 

Dear ....:C What happen with eu lea..Why sad lea...Why suddenly became like this le =[

 

DEAR!! i want eu!! i want to knw what happen between us ..:C dear..

 

Please don't like this..Dear just tell me =( 

 

T.T Mayb we can solve it ? Dear ...tell me ..><

 

Why are eu crying ?? dear..

 

dear....Let me knw can ?????

 

Isn't we love each other ?

 

So u must tell me ><

11march :D

Yeahh....today is the last dayy exam!! :)) 

just now cut hair..cut so short :P 

hehe...2mr gonna meet dear luuu~~ 

with amei same hair :D haha :) 

>>>>>> LOL :P haha...

2mr 2mr 2mr !!

10 March

Today exam in school...all subject okok only just the science hard le a bit ..:C

Hmmm...2mr exxam ps ,maths, sejarah and p.moral again..wish that i knw how to do...

Dear today saw dao eu at ur class outside..c dao eu keep laughing and smiling..

Suddenly felt so warm and happy ...long time no c dao eu so happy like dat..hehe..

Just now chat with dear bout our future...haha:) and just now afternun clean my room and change all my things to other place... i can't wait for holiday...yeah...and sat i can't wait to meet eu dear...

suddenly chat dao bout dear go colege will how..

Hmm...mayb everyboy d atitues is diffrent...

Dear miss eu now..=[ ..

Just now no current alone at home..so scared...

suddenly think back haohao treat me bad ..he leave me alone when no current and raining so heavyly..

he said he was busying playing his game...

Dear good then him many times...dear pui me..and teman me sms..

But late reply and so cool..dear ...=C

I don't why i so love eu...ITs not wrong love eu...No meaning at all ^^

Just i love u muchyy!! as long as u happy the same with me :)

Dear....wish eu all the best 2mr exam!!<33 love eu...

284days moree<333

8 march

Today sold my phone to my friend Ronnie :) 

he gav me his phone then i go sell then he add some money and pay me..

He untung so many XD aiyoo...sorry wo...my phone too expensive><

And now using amei brorrow me de phone...use till 1month more gua..xin buy X10..hmmm.

Dear ar...miss eu jor today...thought u no go school mana tau c eu play 

at ther wa...yai yai yer...:) anyway love u muchyyy<3 

dear arh......my phone suddenly out of creadit owh..-[

cnnt sms eu owh...huhu want wait dad back xin can sms cuz ask he help me reload..

Now i worry is i scared dad c dao me use amei handphone...huhu..

just now sold le the phone got rm210 2mr ronnie give me rm200 and next time give me rm300

Jiu finish pay lu...so that i can buy my x!0 i can't wait ><

Grrr...so sleepy grrr...tonight need to tuition and format my lappy and update window seven..

bring le to len len there 3 times ...till now still not yet update><

grrr..moneyyyyyyyyy i need eu...cum here :PP

Dear arh wait eu finish tuition yea....love eu!! <3

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失败了..我尝试了很多次..但都失败了~ Grrr...Hard lea..But im trying my best to do it :) because i believe in This :)This is my first lesson..Of course failed :) Dear wait for me yea..I will give eu eat my first cook :D^.< I will! I promise^^ Cross my heart:P Dear dear I love eu dear^^ No matter how..No matter how bad eu are..How ugly eu are..eu always the most perfect for me <3 Love eu..

280days..:)

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Amei...suddenly miss u la..dun say me less yea...:) im not..i just miss the time i live at ur house ^ eat and laugh together......:P

This few week felt dat im so bad..keep talk those not good things..This week amei felt so bad mud.;.dun knw why..so scared talk with her..later say wrong things give she scold..i better just keep quiet..I m so sorry amei if i say wrong things..U knw what.. i no c and meet guo so good friends like eu :) In my whole life..in pimary school..my friends all so bad to me they thought me like their dog...but i never blame them..cuz this is a simple and easy things..and god knws who good who bad..:) God ..I pray that me and her relationship never end :) I like and glad eu to be my friend :) love eu yea<3

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At here i can write what i want..Share out my mood here...

I am trying to be the best of ur part ...But i am those girl who like a kid ><

I am so sorry if eu guys dosen't like my atitue..i knw..im not really perfetc but im trying to do what eu guys want....just looking forward...everything will fine!! yea... 

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Mumi...Miss eu too lea..long time didn't out with eu..hmm:( Wish eu and dadi always love yea...always the most sweet ^^ and mumi thanks for ur care this whole year ^^ love eu...wish eu always healthy and happy without me too :) I will always pray eu guys here^^ <3  

7 March

Trying to make this now :P 

After this i show eu guyes if i done it!! :D

I want to give my dear and friends try ^^ hehe

好希望你在这里。。

 

亲爱的, 我好想念你的拥抱..

我从来没有后悔..我与你同在..

亲爱的, 你会坚持到最后一口气我的我的手?

我非常想念你..我不在乎，有时..你没有时间.你没有时间陪我..

我不介意这一切...    

这是真的,

我只是想和你在一起 <3 

that all .. 

♥ Love Is Our Life :)

Dear, TRUTHLY :

I ♥ You when eu are beside me....

I ♥ You when eu are caring me....

I ♥ You when we are together...

I ♥ You just because who eu are...

I ♥ You because eu are the one and my only Love...

I ♥ You~~ Whenever Eu Are.... :)

You're the only one that can make tears fall from my eyes ,

You're the only one able to make me sad ,

You're the only one that can make me do things without complains ,

You're the only person that makes my heart keep on thinking about YOU ,

 You're the only person I ONLY love now .

Babe, Being with you is the best thing ever...

Eu Are Always Belongs To Me >.^

4 March ( Frydei) :)

Today nothing special just goin school and ..It look like normal..hmm..

Today suddenly got a feeling to make my Schedule become full...

I don't know why..Suddenly felt worried bout my future..eumm..

More worried and worried....I want to ask my dad give me learn drawing 

In Yamaha or not..But i think he wunt give..:( Nevermind..

I pay myself if can't...hmmm~ Dear ar..Today eu don't have go school..

Eu sick or lazy that i don't ..:P But if u don't want go school.

 I can't force eu too dear...its okay dear..let eu rest at home kays:)

And we are texting now ..Dear busy now..so i don't distrb eu first :)

Just back from amei house...eat le sup and rice..Life getting bored..

Dear god, please blessed my parents ...pray that their love never end..

God , can eu help me .. I want to learn something..I promise i wunt give up nex time ..:( 

I Promise..:(

Jesus...I love eu pray that eu will forgive my sins..I will try to be good ..

God..I promise that I want to be polite Don't be too naughty..

Pray all this is jesus name..Amen<3

I wish that somebody knows how i feel now..Just let my bloggie knows ..

Exam coming soon...Cheer Up! Candy >o<

Just now at amei house ..i saw my tabung full of my money..

In my whole life..this is my first time save alot of money..wao$$

hahaxx..=) Just wish that i have a lot of money ..so that i can do what i want ><

So tamak owh><

K le...Byebye <3

Speechless

I think many people does not like me ..

Hmm..am i bad ? = ( yea i think so...so sorry if i hurt someone in my life..hmm..

what also don't knw ..for what i alive..no use...speechelss..= =

dun care how.. i wunt give up..god with me..without eu guys i can still alive=[

cheer up candy>< u can't lose ur life....hmm!!