Today is Monday XD

Felt so excited about the holiday!! Can't wait to meet my dear owh!! :)) whee , Dear , i miss you dy!!~
Today exam kinda hard for moral but i done it all!! science kinda easy but , i didn't read all of it , I think i will failed :( Dear ah , today i feel so weird coz i already stater xi guan didn't sms with you , And i no need to hide my phone into my cupboard XD And i keep studying , I wish the exam pass faster!! wohoo~ 13days left my birthday had arrive !!! yeahhhh~ can't wait it can't wait it!! woohooo ><!! Dear , how are you today ! pray that you was great and happy , And now wan jia you for 2mr perdagangan exam and science  , Studying till half i asleep on my sofa>< just now afternoon!! when i woke up i just realiazed that i was sleeping ><!! but i dream about my study tooo XD
continue study!! :) dada~

Sunday :(

Today was boring :( wake up also need give people scold , Acuatly today go out witH Lumi , After finish bath and prepare to go out then she called me , And said she can't out no car back home=.=!! Make me bacatt!! ><
Omgg! i almost forgot tomorw need exam , Now play game , afternoon sin study lur ><
Boring boring boring !! No eat food breakfast or anything == !! bo mood,..k la end!

Friday =]

   
               




This is my parents Closet.

 

And this is mine .: )

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Today I wake u  p at 9.00am , Cleaning my room , My closet and my parents closet , Because I dislike messy><

I clean and make is tidy so that Look nice ! :) After that I tidy up all the things and I vakum the room and so on , While waiting my dear back from school , Today call he wakeup at 5.30am ~ My piggie dear..Miss him alreadyX: Dear, How was ur exam , Is dat okay ? I pray all the best for eu dear , Just now Jona and the drama team wrote on the facebook bout they had won , Im felt happy too , They can won and head to Perak ,Thanks god, amen.! But our Youth Got Talent had cancel , Kinda sad , But its ok la , At least you guys won ^^ felt happy too^^ July u guys head to Perak again , Pray you guys won again ya. Thanks god amen, I wish the exam week past faster , I want to meet him :( Im going on crazy , Missing him everyday >!!< Is that the same with you too ? :) I trust you<3TRJ love you my dearest.! =] today morning I donwana eat , So just drink a cup of hot milo , Tonight have tuition ~ Next monday exam science and maths! i wish i can do! I hav confidence! Candy u can do! :) bendan>!< like dear said always benzhu! :P Kay. END HERE.<3 all the best everyone=] 

Me

                

yOU,

  

I love you . :(

Today.=]

Nothing special happen today , Just worried bout my exam , Sejarah, This subject Is I hate the most :( Don't know why:PS ..But today I try to read it and understand it , Ifs make me feel kinda interesting But after 10minutes not enough I start to fallen a sleep XD Haha , I m trying to read and read and write , But at least I know something ,Without learning nothing , Just now chatting with my dear , But now he was gone ~ no reply already , Kinda dissapeared I think XD hmm, Just now c back your blog when I am not beside you , You chai write ur blog , you told me it is because you want to show out your feeling, I read back your bloggie , Its make me feel  that I so bad , The word you write this

( Candy,

you in my life  you are a person who understands me the most

and care me the most

is my fault I accidentally left you

I regret it really.

when I chase u back im too late

and im wrong i should not leave u and gtr back

u gt a boyfriend dy, that u told me

at my new facebook i saw u comment yours boyfriend picture

I saw d word "dear" 

my mood keep decrease 

im so stupid i leave a girl treat me good than my all x girlfriend

so now I will non stop keep chase u back you

to do my real one the true one girl friend

than now u also choose back he

I better I choose to leave this this world.

I hate this feeling when see you and your boyfriend picture 

I HATE IT!!!

T.T!!!!!!!!)

 

I feel a bit gandong , Because no boys tell me this before , when they lost me they just dont care and find other girl ,But you not same ,You lost me make you more love me ,But now dear your love to me isit never change ? I trust you ,I think it is true, But i ldo love you much ,No matter you hurt me before or leave me alone before ,Cuz you make me feel a boy who protecting me in my life and share everything of your own , Dear, althought sometimes you treat me xiung or dont have reply my message I will feel more love u >o< Dear , although u treat me like this , But everyday you also making me smile no matter that I am falling my tears You also trying ur best to make me smile like this :))

I love you , Cute >< Making jokes and telliing those kinda weird thing ..Sometimes I feel that I am so stupid , Why you never tag me in facebook or you liking my thing in facebook got like but not really much , And you never mention any of my name in your facebook or writing a status about me or els, I will feel so jelously That you tag ur friend but you never tag me ,And one day my friend told me ,This not mean he not love u ,Mean your name for him is so important so dat he dunwan to mention ur name everytime in facebook, Then this makes me feel better , And now i understand..<3

Dear , I love u , 

TI;ll here ,END.

16 May ,, That night =D

 We talks a lot , Talk about our past that the firstday we start our life together :) We promise each other that care each other until we die together : ) I love this feel, Wish everynight can stop at that night ...We talk about how we meet , How we know each other , From wher , And when did we start and when we celebrate birthday together ,what is our  first present from each other , I remeber all this! <3 <3 I remember when did we start our life together ! I remember when you told me That u fall for me , I remember our first kiss , I remember our first hug .. I remember the first day that i went your house , I remember! :)) Dear , I love you , I do! 19days more one year <3 muacks! lve u dear..

Is that I am not good enough ? : (

I m trying my best to Care , Love and hold you , But how many times you rejected and tell me that you not in mood at all , and then I chat with Stella she tell me that you are gaming at ther , Or you wan to make your bad mood in to good mood in your game ? Is that I not care you enough ? I need someone to care me too : ( But Did I have ? No , I dosen't Have , Dear , I miss you :( Just now exam so damn hard :( after that the paper i felt want to cry , Because section A really damn hard , But I thought a word from you, That just answer Which I know , :( And my friend , My lovely sister , Leong , Jst now she cool to me , My heart all over broken : ( She asked is that I hate her , I said I no hate her , Just because a small problem change into a big problem , DEAL. okay then , Just smile smile smile no mattter how hurt and how sad :)) smile! No body to care me its ok , God i know u still care me <3 Love you.everything will be fine then !,

我的淚就如水龍頭一樣的一直為你而流XD 这是真的吗??

Dear Bloggie , I think that my eye so sensetive , Just a small thing My tears also will drop like dis ><
I thought you will break with me today , But you no , I felt dat you dosen't care me le , But now I got felt dao you still care me , Dear , When you said dat you donoe How the feel when you fal in someone , After I explain To dear , you just understand , Dear , I Love you much lea =[ Wish dat you won't leave me ,But if i force dear also no use , Because ur heart no me inside already ,But dear now You tell me you love me more than 100 percen more , I felt a little bit happy because you still have that heart to fix me inside ..thankss dear :) Dear , Don't know why how much u hurt me ,I still love u much and more and much!! Dear :( Pray that we don't break our promise <3
21 days more jiu one year le , If break like dis , so waste lea :( Muack , I will be more perfect , More good , more care , More Love you dear :( I will try my best lea :( love you .

today .

Dear , today almost break , Dear said that I no care dear more , I will care dear more  :) Dear , Love you much :( Dear , don't break ur promise ! dat dear take care me forver d =[ Dear , miss you , Just now go ur house take things , Saw ur face felt so sad , Your face , telling me that You are damn sad : ( Dear , pig u , Today thought is monday no sms me , i thought dear was sleeping manatau called dear , dear laughing at ther and so noisy , Dear told me that dear went out with friend go giant , I feel weird why exam time dear can out with them can't out with me , :( Dear .....after 21 days  we jiu pakto le one year lur..dear know ma ? Or just i countdown myself , Dear...love you : ( And wish dat dear will always happy and I will stay right beside u de and care dear :) and hold dear ...love u! <3

c :

I not really know what to say ler : ( I changed or you changed le  , Whose wrong is not important ..
Dear , You still love me or not , But when I ask you how many percen you love me ,But you answered me That You don't know : ( This feel so hurt .. Just you not know how much you love me :( How le ? This mean what ?
Should we stopp ? Don't so fast jue ding >< I love you lea , I miss you , I need you , But do you ??
You know what you want ma ? Is that every couple also have the same problem ? Isit ? I just can't stop thinking , Last night , I cried whole night , Did you know ? : ( You knw , But I not dare to talk , I dunwan you to feel sad :(
Dear . . Do you love me ? :( Just Yes or No ... almost one year le , If we stop here , So waste le .. so hard walk together till today , Just stop like dat ? I wun't ... I must protect this love !! I don't want to lost my love again! :( !!
Just walk and c what happening on next . Love u!

Dissapointed =[

 还记得这一天 ? 我想你已经忘了 .


Friends memories Never End=]

BItch you .

 You really such a BITCH ,

your mouth look like full of those shits ,

Clean it lar amea.. Just know how to create a story ,

Better go create ur own story ><

EHhhh , Exuse me , Please get out !

= . = Jaga kau , ada balasan tu !

go church also don't what mean is

Polite ><

Today: )

Nothing special , Study and goin school like usual :)) ~
Exam left 2days :( Jia you dear , friends and myself! <3

END :P

Church Day !!

Today went to Church to pray :) with bakchi and her mum and sister :) 

Today is MOTHER'S DAY !! I had bought her a bouque of flower :D hehe

although it was cheap , but full of my heart in ther :) Love you mommy! : )

Always , Today went to Indo cafe mamam MANGO SAGU !! my fav  XD 

If dear know I eat later he will said , NO COLD WATER :D 

hehe ~~ cutee bhaa my dear , Updating my bloggie and change layout again! :) 

Tomorow going skul again , exam nearly >< kinda worried!! without studying XD ~ 

END

Gym DAY! :)

 

Today is Saturday  , wakeeupp at 10. am Preapared for our GYM DAY !! :) 

Can't wait for dat !! :) <3 SKIIP :)

Arrive there me and Jonathan wait Cally and Ting :) after a few minutes then Ting had arrive, Cally will late for a few minutes because she had something to do :) We went up at the Permonate hotel ther , We went wrong place XD then we back and went up to 5 At last! Arrive!! :) Can't wait ! for it , We took our things and payed then went in toilet to had a changed , Then me and Ting meet jona at the gym outside ther , We start our gym with Running together !feel good before that Cally had ariive ^^ 

After that 2.40 we had our Sauna ~ So hot hot ther inside :D  Keep laughing and talking XD after that We had our SPA!! this is the thing i Most like!! :D Whee!! Having fun inside :) Jona alone at the mantoilet XD WE sit in the water for spa a bout 20 more minutes , Keep talking and worried about our towel XD keep float up and felt wanted drop XD  after that we prepared to end the day : ) then , We go esternplaza shoping centre ,  gai gai and we eat wedges and drink hot choclate :))After that I went to Quang Ming but something but ther dosen't sell .Then my car had arrive :) So !! GO home~~  

HAPPY DAY :)

END.

What A Sweet Couple =]

6May : )

This Picture kinda ugly !! I am fat like an ass at there :( XD This Is me and my pig Lui , She kinda funny :D WE always share our things and our SECRET!! :) You are the most funny girl I ever meet XD and Most crazy XD pig luii , she helps me alot , Last year we not really Closed but now we more close =] And one of my luii .. She kinda cute , pretty and she treat me good :) and you always talks alot with me and I am the same too!! We can't stop talking everyday ;D Although sit as far , still talk XD  Thanks yea lui! for being my friend :) that who can listen my any one of my words :)

About this girl also one of my stupiak sistar <3 at the outside , she looks kinda cool isn't it ? But she are not :D She prefect in everything :) for ex Like sports she good in run ! Don't want play chasing game with her :D cuz she run so fast <3 haha ~ Although she sumtimes look cool but she treat me good too , Somtimes she good in everything feel jelouse too XD Although we are closed and our things was same at all XD almost , but I don't want treat her like my bestfriend , I scared I will lost her in a short time , I treat her like my sistar :) Cuz when I need her , She also will share and help me in any problems , Thanks my dar sistar :) Although you sometimes treat me cool but I know you still care me : ) thank you :D Although sometimes her Bfriend Khimberly look like dosen't like me , But I just wunt so close to you guys , I just will spent my time with you anytime you need me :)

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Today's day is had our English test ( Learn A Word A Day )

some students brought their paper together in the test XD !! haha ~Lui also got , but she not really dare to look once :D haha~ but she teach me , And I know the meaning but when I answered I had forgotten ! DAmn~~ haha :D K la ~ Exam coming soon! Good Luck for everyone ! All da best <3 Night :D

END

Today is Mother's Day !

Today is Mother's Day!! I almost forgot XD Omg~  I am not suppose to forgot it!! Argh , Mom , Sorry I don't have Bought you anything :( But I Wish you with my real hear ( Happy Mother's Day ,Mom ! Love you <3 ) ^^
And dad at Sarawak , God bless Him <3 Pray that he was healthy there yea <3  Kinda miss Him , oh yeah ,
Exam ! Left one or two days I think ? >.<" I kinda nervous Not yet prepare it! and tomorrow is our English lauguage ' Learn A Word A Day ' Test , I just read a few words :D  Hmm :D How am I gonna sit for the exam >< Haha ,

Hehh .. I just suddenly think dat About my friends : ( Miss them <3 much !
Shagua , The first is you , although sometimes dosen't talk with you :( But I really miss you much :( Miss the day you , bakchii and me out together , We are damn CRAZY ..We can laughed on the middle of the road =PP when we can rewind all this make it forward , Argg , and Bakchii :D Did I seized you from Khimberly :( I just felt that when we had our recess time in our school , You guys just thought that  I am invisible , If you guys dosen't like I followed You guys can just inform me , I can quit :) I just don't know that Khimberly Look like dosen't like me : (Hmm I just look like a ghost isn't it ? Huh , But its okay , cause I live for my self , Not because of you , Dosen't mean that without who I can't survive , Bakchei , Miss the day sleeping over your home ~ But now seldom , Cause my dad don't like it :( Sad TT sOBSOB ,auhh , And to Miss you guys much <3 although saw you guys at school , God bless you <3

My dear , Miss you too !! Absoultely !! <3 Dear , Rember when we quarrel , You always Tell me , PLEASE DON'T CRY BABE , I love you much dear :) Much! I never wanted to lost you :) Truely Love you as much as last year !! :) more likey more likey my cute dear , Everyday passing by your class road feel by passing my eyes too :D Although We hurt each other before but I still love you much~~ And I need you!! ~ Without you I don't know who should i ZADIA on XD  muak muak ! Dear exam coming soon! God bless you yea! <3 all the BEST <3 muack~

END.

4march

This is the first time u had scold me. :(

=[

Last night , I saw something . But I just don't realised that I saw you and her chat at chatbox , 

After a few seconds , My heart felt so weird and I felt that The mood was coming again : ( 

Felt want to die don't want to be a human , But I rmb god , had told me , 

Can't make my life became like this , Can't give up,  So I was trying to be good , But 

At last I had scold you  : ( Scold you in phone , But in my heart its feel so weird felt 

That I am too sensitive , I am too bad I am so useless . . Hmm 

Dosen't know what to do : ( Then we quarrel again , 

I decided put down my phone and shut down it , I don't want to hurt you again :( 

Than now you had told me everything :( I just realise that I was wrong :(

I scold wrong person :( And you told me , If you donwan me just tell u dun scold u and then pushed u off :( 

Its more hurt . I no mean like this , =[

3 May ~

Dear , You care me alot :( I love u! I love ur protection , I love ur lips , I love the way  you hug me dear ,
I love the way you treat me :) I love it <3 I love it <3

Dear , Your are cute , awesome :) perfect , I love just the way u are! :)

Dear , exam is almost arrive , a few days is the EXAM , dear :)

jia you enn ?God bless you <3 

Wish your exam Result will better than last exam :) muak muak ^^ Dear  , 

Last night I heard you sleeping ^^ I can't sleep I felt so worried bout my exam and keep thinking how to past my life :( My tears fallen :( 

I just feel so xinfu lea hav dear ^^ mayb Now just left dear

that i can share my sad things ler , 

Dear , I love u = ( Dear , Did you know how much I love you ~ Much much you know dat ~ 

Obviously , Dear ~ I wish your are mine forver :( but

this mean mean nothing . 

Because it dosen't meaningfull :( Just a word , 

Dear , This year SPM ,gonna add oil!! CHeerUp 

wish dear hav

e a good result as what dear want ^^ 

After that dear gonna go out study , Its ok la ^^ For ur future dear ~ 

I will wait eu : ( <3 Love you ,

25April

Nothing to do at home , Missing dear , Sleeping in the afternoon :D Until dear message me to call him . :D

But I din't read it I just continue my sleep @@ Keliann My dear , he wait me . Dear , Today miss You mucchhy <3 Almost one year after 52days we Have been in one year :D Whee , Day past so fast ><

Wuhuu , 2mr is the busy day in the week , Dear also , alot of tuition class : (

Dear dear ,

I am plaining to make a book that a bout our stories inside it :P But I don't know how to start :D hahaxD
Just update my Bloggie and my dear's blog too : ) 2mr skul again like usually ,

Every day doin the same thing , Really bored >< !!

Exam is coming soon , I think I will getting a zero marks :D for all subject  I mean !! :D

Hahaha :P Till here . Night ^^

23April =3

Morning : Wakey At 10.15 a.m Goin E,p With friends : ) 

Arrive Bakchi House at 10.35a.m If not wrong :) 

Moving to E,p With bakchi , Meet Lumi .

-> Laughing , hanging around , bought a necklace on all our neck :D Nice!!

and me and Bakchi bought a ANGRY BIRD hanger!

Ma dear also had it!! <3 i bought for him one:D

And walking around looking for Lumi cloths , Went to many kinds of shops :P

Ate chicken rice with Bakchi in the morning : ) This is my breakfast :D <3 hahax

And then continue our work :D Is walk and shooooping :D Tried everykind of cloths ^^

At 1.04pm Meet my dear :) he was pretending walk straightly :D So naughty :P

walk with dear :) and talking laughing , while finding my friend ><

Then 1.18pm Dear went to piano lesson, 

Im continue walking with friend ^^

After that we went to took picture at the second floor : P

 Dear want my Red angry bird :) so i gave him <3 I took yellow :)
anyway is the same ^^  :D

After 1.59pm Im goin to leave E,p meet dear at TOP10 to followed his car back his house: )

our sweet moment started ther :) <3

Building our sweet home in THE SIMS 3 : ) A big and beautiful awesome house! love it dear^^

What a awesome builder eu are dear^^

Playing and having fun together : ) Included my little maggie :D A puppy:D cute!:D

BLABLABLA,,,,,,,,,, erMM~

aFTER 6pm im bak!! Home:! DOne!

♥ I Rmb.

♥-----------------♥

The day We chat on facebook ,You ask me to put you as my Kbro ,then I faster go and changed it XD, You added me by your one of ur friends . You find me at Msn , You type this " Hi^^"  I just chasing my times because I have to 0ff that time , So that I give you my number and off i thought you are my one of my Kbrother , But I am wrong :) xD

After a day , You sms me , You chat with me alot .. ask me to introduce myself :) Then we chat whole day , at night we keep webcam ..Keep laughing and talking , Alots .. One of the day I cried in webcam ,Because of somethings of my past things , Then you told me dont cry .. XD I feel so shame ~and one day I press wrong the phone , Its calling You .. You said that 'HELLOW'

 I felt so scared XD then i jst keep quiet XD

and change topic~ :P

After 3 days ,

15 June 2010 ♥

The day I was at my friend house overnight , at the afternoon , You sent me a sweet message and ask me about to start our life being together , thats time I got Felt fall to You too , Then I said I do <3

So . . The story start like this^^ then opening school is coming so we got meet at school :D You so cute^^ I love u much that time^^ I love you this kind of boy :P I like to bite and punch eu XD And we change bottle used XD

After 1week , We goin to meet at E.p , The first time saw you felt so shame XD and felt want to hug eu XD

And you told me that ' You are so tiny' !! :D Haha , that time I so shame~Then I wait you went piano lesson ~

Then our first kiss was start at ther :D <3 teheee I lov3 You when u said HELLOW "D

This is our Babes :D Patrick and maggie :D Mine Dolly and Dear Doggie <3

15June - 27 October 2010 ♥

Then This is our real first couple picture :D

until - 28november ..

You started fall in love with a girl . 

 Our love was over , This is what i thought.

STOP! 

30December 2010 ♥

then at 30December we out together for celebrated our NEW YEAR 2011~~

We started be together back , :)) You had chased me back <3 

Then on February 2011 ♥

Valentines day , You had bought me a BEAR ^^

this is the first time i delivered a brea from my own boyfriend!! My gosh!!<3

 Thankss YOu^^ 

Skip~

2011~~ Arrived ~ This is April 10 <3 11months<3  

:D

Feelin.

    Sky started changed into White , Human heart started being evil , Lord save us .

    World became  Misery , Everthing is talking about Money . No money no talk .

    Silence , Day and night , Friends are gone . Love Please don't go away , 

  

    I just left you behind to hold and talk on . Don't close your eye and turn left don't walk far from me :( 

    Please stop in this moment , I want to stop and take a breathe . 

   

    It was Stuck .

  

Nobdy here to wipe my tears , ..

Nobody here to kiss my lips and tell me that ' Everthing is alright."

Nobody here to hold me , 

Nobody here to hug me ....

Maybe just eu can . </3

Tears , go away . . 

I dunlike eu . .

I dunwan meet eu , 

I need him . , Cum here daleng.:( 

Please don;t go away , ..

I need eu now .. :(( </3

30 March ..

Not longer , We gonna say byebye to March ..And say Hello to April : ) Tehee,, 

Use New phone X10 , Im worried about the video call >< I want video call ..:(

No regret that i bought this phone , but i dosen't like the message typer ..Hard to type,

And keep type wrong words..0.o Yesterday got "0Rang Putih' go our school ..

Woww..so awesome!oh my gosh! I like their eyes!! not only that ..I love their lauguanges..><

Spoke so well and nice!!Damn :PP OMG.. i wish i could talk like them and have the same eyes with them!!

They are ex-changed students..I don't know whats that mean..But i LIKE them!!

Everyone said that was JUSTIN BIEBER ><

haha..Me also the same ...>< The boy hair really look like JUSTIN BIEBER..hmm..

Today Miss you very much ,dear. Acuatlly today dear come my house ..but our kokum had cancel..

Then dear no come...I can't wait to back home ..then at last no come 'dao'

haha..Then wait car..wait my mum so SLOW...and the weather super duper hot duet. .><

Ameaaa...@@ Hot sei me lea...But keep wait..BE patient >< Sunday gona go dance..Woww...sccary...

Hmm..2mr got ujian lisan>< Bm.('malay) I memorise a bit onlyl..not really 100percen..>< hahax..

K la..gotogo do my homework..dada <3

=]

At last save my money enough and my X10..

TOUCH SCREEN, nice too ..Practice + ing how to message and other.

Kinda hard and kinda not 'XIGUAN' haha.,

And so BIG ..and so HEAVY XD

then need save money again , to buy clothssssssS<3

mine BLACK and amei one is WHITE ,.

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Last night , go PERDANA CLUB , with amei,yong,tieng,and Ivory : )

We decide to eat ther, but full of people and booked.=.='

Thean ask YITYING cum and fetch us go KUBOTA , 

At ther mamam ..The food so damn slow='=

Always wait one hour ther ,= =

BACATTT,...

so angry then we all keep ask the 'KAKAK' faster!!

Then the food arrive= = 

Then eat ler , We go 100 Yean ..Hang gaigai..~

Then jiu back hum ..

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Today go dear house ^^

Play and laugh with him =] And talk and play lappy ~~

Dear miss euu!! <3

Never lost euuuuuu~

Just can fill eu inside my HEART !! :<3

22 march .

Today nothing special , Just so happy my dad suddenly gave money to me : )

Felt happy although dad was keep quiet at the back and look like mad but at last he , gave it to me too :)

Dad eu are good but eu treat mum not good .. i dunlike it : (

Please , treat her more better ? can ? 

God , pray that eu will forgive my sins .. That i did wrong thingss =[

God and pray that i can play the piano song , for the youth got talent i think. hmm..

I kinda scared , my brain kinda slow catch things =C

Dear , I miss you so much today^^

Mum start work tonight emm, will late a bit back hum ~

Pray that i can buy the phone and pray that got video call ><

Pray tomorrow got a lucky DAY .:)

How ? =l

Today back home at 6.45pm :) from leong's house.

Back and then go look at the kitchen see whut my mom had cooked.

Hmm , Felt No that taste to eat. So don't have eat. 

But I had eat at leong's house. Just now . So nervous .

Just kept thinking bout the handphone and the cloths , how to get RM40 to pay for the cloths.

Hmm and another thing is about the phone , dad so silent just kept quiet at ther.

Just dun care bout that , just Thought nothing happening ><

Its damn bored too now , Don't know what to do ,

Don't know What mood should i have now .

Isit sad or happy : ) ? : ( hmm..

Money please come to my side >< 

How ? Borrow from whoo ? Borrow from those " thai nge lung ' ? ><

LOL !! What do i do ? 

Arggh...whooaaaaa...Headache !!

Damn . Dad face so red look like drunk@@ He said he no drunk >< I don't believe dat.. hmm..

Who can save my lifeeeeeeee ? ?

Life Saver :D

Bo mood at all >< grrrr...

I wish everything will be alright .

Thinking bout money $$ dreaming bout money . Wishing money drop from the sky .

Missing old friends . Missing our memories .Missing the day we meet .

Missing my buddy . Missing the day we out together .

Thinking bout eu wish eu will here for me .Wishing eu are mine forever

.
Missing them who cares me . missing the old them who always stay beside me at hum.

Wishing everything back to normal. thinking bout eu guys .

waiting  the day come  . waiting ............

Everything so complicated just like a song ..

Life Change to Black and White .

Everybody busying STUDY , WORKING , change to busy lifes..

Without enjoying , without colourful..

Everyone change so selfish , change so evil .

This world change so complicated.

What should Do . take it as a reality.

Honestly I hate my life! 

:C

Fun Day with my 0ld friends^^

Today early morning Crah call me wake up ask me go Grace Plaza ..

Then i sleep back XD Then i wake up again...I think i need to go!!

Cuz  i miss my old friends!! wheee..

Then go patpat and dress up jiu go Grace le..

Wahhhh saw dao my old friends was together standing at outside..

They all grown up le..just like me!! :D

Miss them much!!

We go KFC....eat together and having fun together ..keep take picture..:D

Then we go to MTV they sing k ! XD yee voice so..nice laaXDDD

EEhuummmmm....'

THen we go gaigai at quang ming ...then we go near pasar their mamam..

Hothot arhh ther @@

Then go high way owh!!

we naik the kapal so fun1! but so scary !!!

Scared sei me le...

THen we go other side high way take picture and laughing talking @@

Then jiu back le Crah and Cdah d shop....then jiu go hum!!:D

Stress !! =.=

Why do you have to go and make things so complicated?

 Why they need to mix it up .. looks like their problem ? 

I DON'T  UNDERSTAND IT.

PLEASE. Go away . We don't need eu guys to help us .

We can solve by our self. Its not our fault its my dad fault.

He don't understand what we want .

He good at all i knew that . But he treat my mum and bro just like a shit .

WHy ? ? 

Our life is build by eu ? Ur wrong ! Idiot! 

You guys said bad things about me ? puikk..Don't so proud that eu guys are RICH.

Got people rich than eu guys .Don't so PROUD EU IDIOT DOG..

I hate eu! You guys look people down ..

You thought ur rich and eu can said us like tat ?

One day i rich than u , u should be my dog ;.Listen it! 

WTF with eu . ***FAMILY ? SHIT FAMILY,, hate eu!! ><

 Don't cum and take our problem look like so easy to solve it.

Go out from my life.. Ur such a bitch ! 

If eu guys wan to alive .

Go A=W=A=Y .. 

Need i spell to eu ? G=O A=W=A=Y !! fucker!!

:C

 

 

 

Dear ....:C What happen with eu lea..Why sad lea...Why suddenly became like this le =[

 

DEAR!! i want eu!! i want to knw what happen between us ..:C dear..

 

Please don't like this..Dear just tell me =( 

 

T.T Mayb we can solve it ? Dear ...tell me ..><

 

Why are eu crying ?? dear..

 

dear....Let me knw can ?????

 

Isn't we love each other ?

 

So u must tell me ><

11march :D

Yeahh....today is the last dayy exam!! :)) 

just now cut hair..cut so short :P 

hehe...2mr gonna meet dear luuu~~ 

with amei same hair :D haha :) 

>>>>>> LOL :P haha...

2mr 2mr 2mr !!

10 March

Today exam in school...all subject okok only just the science hard le a bit ..:C

Hmmm...2mr exxam ps ,maths, sejarah and p.moral again..wish that i knw how to do...

Dear today saw dao eu at ur class outside..c dao eu keep laughing and smiling..

Suddenly felt so warm and happy ...long time no c dao eu so happy like dat..hehe..

Just now chat with dear bout our future...haha:) and just now afternun clean my room and change all my things to other place... i can't wait for holiday...yeah...and sat i can't wait to meet eu dear...

suddenly chat dao bout dear go colege will how..

Hmm...mayb everyboy d atitues is diffrent...

Dear miss eu now..=[ ..

Just now no current alone at home..so scared...

suddenly think back haohao treat me bad ..he leave me alone when no current and raining so heavyly..

he said he was busying playing his game...

Dear good then him many times...dear pui me..and teman me sms..

But late reply and so cool..dear ...=C

I don't why i so love eu...ITs not wrong love eu...No meaning at all ^^

Just i love u muchyy!! as long as u happy the same with me :)

Dear....wish eu all the best 2mr exam!!<33 love eu...

284days moree<333

8 march

Today sold my phone to my friend Ronnie :) 

he gav me his phone then i go sell then he add some money and pay me..

He untung so many XD aiyoo...sorry wo...my phone too expensive><

And now using amei brorrow me de phone...use till 1month more gua..xin buy X10..hmmm.

Dear ar...miss eu jor today...thought u no go school mana tau c eu play 

at ther wa...yai yai yer...:) anyway love u muchyyy<3 

dear arh......my phone suddenly out of creadit owh..-[

cnnt sms eu owh...huhu want wait dad back xin can sms cuz ask he help me reload..

Now i worry is i scared dad c dao me use amei handphone...huhu..

just now sold le the phone got rm210 2mr ronnie give me rm200 and next time give me rm300

Jiu finish pay lu...so that i can buy my x!0 i can't wait ><

Grrr...so sleepy grrr...tonight need to tuition and format my lappy and update window seven..

bring le to len len there 3 times ...till now still not yet update><

grrr..moneyyyyyyyyy i need eu...cum here :PP

Dear arh wait eu finish tuition yea....love eu!! <3

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失败了..我尝试了很多次..但都失败了~ Grrr...Hard lea..But im trying my best to do it :) because i believe in This :)This is my first lesson..Of course failed :) Dear wait for me yea..I will give eu eat my first cook :D^.< I will! I promise^^ Cross my heart:P Dear dear I love eu dear^^ No matter how..No matter how bad eu are..How ugly eu are..eu always the most perfect for me <3 Love eu..

280days..:)

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Amei...suddenly miss u la..dun say me less yea...:) im not..i just miss the time i live at ur house ^ eat and laugh together......:P

This few week felt dat im so bad..keep talk those not good things..This week amei felt so bad mud.;.dun knw why..so scared talk with her..later say wrong things give she scold..i better just keep quiet..I m so sorry amei if i say wrong things..U knw what.. i no c and meet guo so good friends like eu :) In my whole life..in pimary school..my friends all so bad to me they thought me like their dog...but i never blame them..cuz this is a simple and easy things..and god knws who good who bad..:) God ..I pray that me and her relationship never end :) I like and glad eu to be my friend :) love eu yea<3

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At here i can write what i want..Share out my mood here...

I am trying to be the best of ur part ...But i am those girl who like a kid ><

I am so sorry if eu guys dosen't like my atitue..i knw..im not really perfetc but im trying to do what eu guys want....just looking forward...everything will fine!! yea... 

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Mumi...Miss eu too lea..long time didn't out with eu..hmm:( Wish eu and dadi always love yea...always the most sweet ^^ and mumi thanks for ur care this whole year ^^ love eu...wish eu always healthy and happy without me too :) I will always pray eu guys here^^ <3  

7 March

Trying to make this now :P 

After this i show eu guyes if i done it!! :D

I want to give my dear and friends try ^^ hehe

好希望你在这里。。

 

亲爱的, 我好想念你的拥抱..

我从来没有后悔..我与你同在..

亲爱的, 你会坚持到最后一口气我的我的手?

我非常想念你..我不在乎，有时..你没有时间.你没有时间陪我..

我不介意这一切...    

这是真的,

我只是想和你在一起 <3 

that all .. 

♥ Love Is Our Life :)

Dear, TRUTHLY :

I ♥ You when eu are beside me....

I ♥ You when eu are caring me....

I ♥ You when we are together...

I ♥ You just because who eu are...

I ♥ You because eu are the one and my only Love...

I ♥ You~~ Whenever Eu Are.... :)

You're the only one that can make tears fall from my eyes ,

You're the only one able to make me sad ,

You're the only one that can make me do things without complains ,

You're the only person that makes my heart keep on thinking about YOU ,

 You're the only person I ONLY love now .

Babe, Being with you is the best thing ever...

Eu Are Always Belongs To Me >.^

4 March ( Frydei) :)

Today nothing special just goin school and ..It look like normal..hmm..

Today suddenly got a feeling to make my Schedule become full...

I don't know why..Suddenly felt worried bout my future..eumm..

More worried and worried....I want to ask my dad give me learn drawing 

In Yamaha or not..But i think he wunt give..:( Nevermind..

I pay myself if can't...hmmm~ Dear ar..Today eu don't have go school..

Eu sick or lazy that i don't ..:P But if u don't want go school.

 I can't force eu too dear...its okay dear..let eu rest at home kays:)

And we are texting now ..Dear busy now..so i don't distrb eu first :)

Just back from amei house...eat le sup and rice..Life getting bored..

Dear god, please blessed my parents ...pray that their love never end..

God , can eu help me .. I want to learn something..I promise i wunt give up nex time ..:( 

I Promise..:(

Jesus...I love eu pray that eu will forgive my sins..I will try to be good ..

God..I promise that I want to be polite Don't be too naughty..

Pray all this is jesus name..Amen<3

I wish that somebody knows how i feel now..Just let my bloggie knows ..

Exam coming soon...Cheer Up! Candy >o<

Just now at amei house ..i saw my tabung full of my money..

In my whole life..this is my first time save alot of money..wao$$

hahaxx..=) Just wish that i have a lot of money ..so that i can do what i want ><

So tamak owh><

K le...Byebye <3